A GIRL who wanna be a WOMAN.

hey pals ,

I dont know you guys still remember me or not but its okay. haha cause im here again after for like almost a year maybe.. or maybe for YEARS. Cant even really remember it though.

Obviously im 20 and isnt a teenage girl anymore. haha that is really a bothersome to me. Yeah TOTALLY !
ughh . Im not the typical girl who are so called polite and "perempuan Melayu terakhir" punya title. nahh . Talkin about me, i feel like ive been experiencing this world for 20 years yet i couldnt even be matured.

haha yeah i cant. its not tht i never tried but ive tried it like million time you guys. Still its like a fake that i wanted to be a real woman and not a baby girl anymore who cries over little things like being scolded or people raising the voices. But then, what can i do? haha the same girl . The same baby girl . thats my nickname. yeah even by BFF said that ive never changed. still a baby before and now.

Thats really good to hear. haha just because being called as a BABY. haha such a heaven feelin you guys. haha. But dont worry, i will still try ma best to be a real woman. ONE FINE DAY. ^_^

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MODELLING JOB

Assalamualaikum . .

  Hey girls , hey boys ! :D It has been ages since the last time im posting isnt it? did u miss me? Gwencana. Im BACK ! hehe oh ya, since aku ny sekarang dah tersangkut nan ALL THOSE drama KoREan , sampai my daily language pun dah ke-korea-an jugak. teehee. 

  MODEL! Kalau cakap je psai  model ny mesti hangpa suma dok pikiaq yang depa ny badan kuruih kering + kulit cantik gytu + tinggi lampai bagai. Tapi memang betul pun. KAlau nak compare kan dengan diri aku ny  memang tak lah kan? :( (hukhuk sadis). 

I wanna be as skinny like you. insyaallah :D

  Tapi Alhamdulillah aku dapat pun gelaran sebagai model tengah tahun 2012. Hehe now status aku as a student + part-time model. Upps ! part-time je yaw. Tade nye na supermodel . Aku ny blaja lg nok. hehe. Beginner lg tu. Tapela yang penting dapat cri rezeki while still stdying. tu yang penting. ^_^ 

Even im happy somtimes people dont know what i've been through. Im not gonna talk about it. I just want to tell how i overcome them with my life's motto. ^_~ hehe its effective for a girl like me. and maybe u girls too. hehe. Cz kawan aku penah cakap ''ur soo motivated!'' . .  

  Wanna know my real target now? hehe. Here :

• Get skinny
• Pointer above 3.8
• Try to be a real girl (take a serious care about skin)
• Try my hardest to be matured (insyaallah)
• Be professional at certain time 

And here are my life's motto.... i stick to it! ^_~

• Stay +ve at ALL TIMES
• Smile no matter what happened to you whether good/bad
• Never GIVE UP
• Be PROFESSIONAL when your at work
• Keep calm in any situations
• Muhasabah your weakness

Hope it helps y'all a lot ya. :D thanks reading my blog. Bubbye !

Slow down on oil

Assalamualaikum !

  hey peeps . wondering bout me? :P sorry i've been missing for like almost 1/2 year. STudent. u know alwys busy right ? well now iam totally in a semester break. Will be back in 20th January. huhu two days later is my 19th birthday . HUwaaa kena clebrate kat UIA la aku kali ny. huhu ta pnah celebrate kat lua .

Wanna know somthing? Actually iam in the progress of loosing my weight . What is my weight? ah-ha ! no no no . cant be reveal in here. hehe eden sogan la . heee ..  What i can tell u is i lose 5kg when i was in UIA but when iam home, i gained 7kg DRASTICALLY i repeat DRASTICALLY within two weeks . oh ho sooo challenging . I ate all the spicy food made by my prents . They really know how to make me eat non-stop. :P  so i might to slow down on oily food n sugar . SLIM need a sacrifice dude! haha

I really hv to make a wise choice. uh-uh ! kinda hard baby.

ANd aku kena selalu make sure makan tu berdiet skit. Huhu . And then timbang every week supaya ta lalai. Insyaallah success ! :D cz aku pn da bjaya sket. haha . BUt i lost much on water only not the fat . Ppe on , ganbatte !

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A sensitive TOPIC

hey peep !

  looks like it has been  quite a long time since i met u guys here isnt it ? well i'm busy handling my life lately . quiet 'BUSY' .

  I know most of all us have their story that are hidden . secretly untold. SAme here ! hehe . Umm i;m not tryin to tell u wht is it but as long as we r just fine . :)

  u know what ? IN real life , there is always something tht come up in just split seconds. No one can estimate wht they r goin thru in their life for a day after , a month later or even a year later .

  BUt wht can i tell u here , just be strong baby . Ah come on, it doesnt mean tht no one care about u . ITs about ur faith in urself to be happy and realise tht Allah is evrything in life .

  JUst bear tht in mind buddies , Wondering wht am talkin bout in here ? ssshh... look the title baby ! its a sensitive topic . we shouldnt reveal it . :)

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Knowing myself much better

Hey peeps !

   Actly i love taking a test about myself . Something that show up the result bout me .  Haa tadi aku ada la gatai tangan pi join contest at fb kita tu. hehe . Too much tests i guess. And very much descriptions bout myself i got from the tests . Whoop ! No cheating okay . It is done perfectly and fairly . Hey you ! Want to get to know me even better? Now lets find out  . :)

  Celeb dat has my style

 HILARY DUFF ! You Mostly wear dresses but you will wear shorts and t-shirts from time to time but always will make the best impression at any event. 

 1st thing dat guys  notice bout me 

He is so relising that you are one of the funniest girls on the planet....but dont over do it...you might come across as kinda loud and obnoxious. FUNNY? ha ! ha ! Is tht true? Taktaw plak eden. teehee

 

Nickname that suite me

ARA ! You are a happy, sweet and friendly person who just wants to be accepted. You love to make jokes and entertain people but overall just be yourself. Watch out for people taking advantage of you though!

U act like

Teenager ! Everyone knows what teenagers are known for, disobeying their parents, sneaking out, talking back, drinking, and more. But in your case, you act almost like an adult. Your parents put their trust in you more then ever. And for most of you... you spend more time with your friends, or going out, then you do having some family time. Your starting your independence in life; and showing how reliable you really are.

Wht kind of beauty i am?

NATURAL BEAUTY ! You are naturally beautiful, you don't need makeup to dazzle others.

My twin celeb?

DEMI LOVATO ! Your funny and crazy with fashion!!!

Pretty? Hot? or UGLY? 

HOT ! you are hot, a lot of boys have a eye on you, you are sweet and you have alote of friends . u like to jam, and have party

 

 

Uh - uh ! Byk jugak an? tapi aku list sikit jela ey. Kang byk2 wat menyebak belog aku je. hee . Know what? I love to know myself more often. Sometimes i donoe waht i wnt and wht type of girl i am actly.  Wallah ! Now i think i got much answers with the tests. Ha-ha ! Simple yet interesting. UrM? Na bebel? hehe lantak korang la pokpek pokpek 24/7 ke sal entry aku kali ny ada aku kesah? ( aceceh bajet style chef wan) kui3 :)

By the way, thnks reading my entry ! <3

 

I want my pillow !

Hey peeps !

  huarghh ~ uppss ! hehe sorry der nguap ta tutup molot. Buruk tol la nye prangai pagi2 agy da wt leceh. haha biaq pi la hangpa na kata apa. Girls ? Korang penah ta ada this stuff in ur life. I think u have one. THE PILLOW ! Oh dear, i miss my pillow very much.  Its not like a common pillow like u always see when entering the stores and malls . It is special. With the weirdo design it has, instantaneously has got my attention when i was a child (cant rmember how old i am that time) . If aku ta slap , sjak aku baby agy parents aku da belikan aku pillow tu. siap ada 2 size ag . Satu size kecik and another one yang size bigger la.  hehe maklum la da tua2 pown still citarasa yg same. Bantal tu mmg cnfirm2 jd tmpat aku jd mengantuk a.k.a dos ubat tidur aku. OVER?? haha bia la. Dah mmg tu yg botui pon cheq hanya mengiakan saja. haha. Easy to say, bila ada je ngan bantal tu mak aii cepat bonar mata na tutup. hehe bantal ikan tu la tolong dodoikan aku. Oh, ya ! aku pggl bantal aku tu bantal ikan coz macam ikan sikit bentuk dy.

   


   Tapi.. kesian aku(muka bajet comel :p) . Mase aku pindah almost pindah uma, bantal ikan kesayangan aku tu hilang. Perghh  nana kawe cari mg tau dop ( baca dgn loghat klntan yaw) . Aku mula la tsiksa dari situ bila malam menjelma. hik2 macam karya la plak. HAishh ! stop! stop ! Ehem ehem. Time malam je cnfirm aku jadi ta tentu arah. WHY? cz aku taley tydo la bantal ikan aku tade. Aku macam cacing kepanasan je. Geram nya mmg taley na kata . Dalam pale otak aku ny just "mane bantal? mane bantal ? ". Haa sejak ritu jgak la aku jadi minah mlam a.k.a  burung hantu. TAley tydo n susa tydo. Insomnia la korang. 

  Then mase na bkemas tok pindah uma barula aku nampak bantal ikan aku kat lam almari bilik mama aku. NOW I UNDERSTAND.  Rupa-rupanya dorg sorokkan daripada aku. Dorg cakap aku da bsar taley pelok bantal ikan tu da. Haiyya apa macam sekalang? Pastu mama aku pon buang la bantal ikan kesayangan aku tu or bantal busuk aku. Haishh sukar eden na melepaskn nya tapi dalam tpkse kenala jgak akur. haha ayat jiwang karat la plak aku nyh. Waa aku na bantal peluk aku ! hukhuk.

   Tape2, t aku da besar aku na cari jgak 'bantal busuk' aku tu. hehe. Eh2, ta ngat plak na explain kan design bantal aku tu. teehee sian at y'all tergaru2 kepala yaw memikirkan soal ini? haha  ! Bantal aku tu macam bntal biasa je. ala bantal peluk yang panjang tu haa yg korang dok peluk. Tapi yang bezanya ada cantuman berbentuk letter C dgn bantal tu. Haa na tawu cna yg ley wt aku tydo ngan lena tu? Aku akan letak muka aku kat tempat C tu and hujung C tu aku akan gosokkan ngan kuku2 aku. Then ZZZzzzz ! haha simple doe.
Haaa Haaa na kata aku weird la tu. Ckap la pe y'all na cakap. Ada aku kesah? teehee. Yang penting tidur aku lena. Yeah !!

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